Friday, August 21, 2009

It's oh so quiet?

It's true: it's almost been a month since my last post. I don't feel much about it... I somehow announced I was about to post less and less.

The nasty bit is that some good old friends may only be hearing from me through this little blog, as they may be too restricted in sl to contact me there. Maybe e-mail?

For me, I am still pretty restricted too. Not much has changed since my previous post, except for our anniversary approaching pretty close now, more precisely it's the day after tomorrow! I think there something might be upcoming :-)

So... I haven't had much freedom for more than a month now. Gags went on and off, blindfolds too, corset and earmuffs sometimes. Cuffs, mittens and boots are on all the time. Never I have been off leash, or even able to tp out of my own initiative. I have no idea where I have been except for the places I recognized when I was able to view, no idea who talked to me unless they let me know...

It's been hard and boring sometimes, but generally I liked it. I still do.

I got the attention I crave for.

This is a huge thank you to my Mistress and our big family.

And for the future?

If all my restrictions were taken away at once, I would feel lost and unhappy, and maybe do syllie things. But by now I think I have learned to value any allowed freedom - even when it's only for a brief time - and I try to be grateful for it.

Perhaps I will be allowed to go visit some friends one day, or being taken to see them on a leash? Or will I be allowed to get some new haircut, clothes, glasses, or even toys? Although I still got a collection of toys that have been used rarely or never on me...

I'm not talking about the new "toy" Pike showed me yesterday. This toy might also provide us a lot of fun though...

xXx