Happy New Year!

Some - or maybe most? - of you might know Diomita and Jenny Maurer's Blog, and if not: there might be more recent information about me than here on my own blog, so... Well, as I got collared by Mistress Dio (again), I was asked to write some words about myself to post on the Family's blog, and it was agreed that I could also post those words here. In fact, Mistress Dio would like me to post more frequently again, but the little spare time I can spend on sl related stuff, I prefer to spend in sl mostly, so, I'm afraid this is not going to happen soon.

But hey, here it is, my little (?) text for the Maurer's Blog! It's been written some time ago, so the news is already a little outdated again....

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Hi there,
My name is Danii, and you've probably heard of me, as Miss Dio & Jenny sometimes write about me in this blog. I'm writing now because Miss Dio asked me, although I don't really know what to write.

So I started writing, and then before I finished, some new things happened what makes most of my writing outdated. As there is still valuable thoughts in it - I think - you get this part nevertheless:
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Maybe I should start by telling something about my relationship to the Maurers? Sometime in the past, me and my Mistress/wife Pike have been subs to Miss Dio. But somehow this didn't work out for Pike, and a loyal sub I am, I had to follow my wife. But both of us stayed friends to the Eurobrats, let's say some unspecified family members. As Pike unfortunately isn't in SL a lot anymore (which makes me feel rather widowy) I hang around with the Family quite often, as they are there most of the time, and I always feel welcome here. Most of the time, I behave as a sub to Miss Dio and a (sub)sis to Jenny, although in the rare(?) moments where I feel Domme, of course I don't.
Ahhhhh, there we touched a subject! Being almost 5 years in SL, I think I can say I have seen and learned things. One of those things is that there are waaaaaay more submissives in SL than there are (good) Mistresses! In all modesty, I heard more than once from different people that I can Domme well enough. That is, I guess, when I'm in the mood for it. And there is the problem: I'm not feeling like dominating all the time, not even most of the time. What makes that I am not a good… Mistress. Subs tend to have problems with a switch Mistress. It often confuses them, and they are left on their own when their Mistress is subbing. Of course there are ways around this, and plenty of exceptions. It's a generalised view I'm drawing here. Maybe my D/s ratio is too low, but it didn't work out with the subs I had long ago due to the Mistress in me being unavailable too often.
Having this strong sub side, helps me being a good Domme though, the rare moments I'm into it, but as a sub, I find myself in profound need of an attentfull, understanding and… very strict Mistress quite too often. Pike, my beloved wife, with all due respect is not, as her sub side is even stronger than mine. And she loves me too much to get herself to be strict enough to me. You know, there's only one thing worse than having someone abusing their power to restrict you, that's them not using that power enough.
Besides the attention, the understanding, the strictness and the availability, there is also needed some matching of tastes… Well, much words to say I'm still (or again?) looking for The Real Mistress (for me)
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Now what happened making this outdated, you think?
Wellllllll, we somehow specified how I am related to the family: as my Mistress and wife Pike seems to be gone for more than a month now already, I needed something like a foster Mistress & family, making me Maurer's Fosterbrat now. Miss Dio has become Mistress Dio again to me, and she put me in sis Deli's strict hands. Deli is Miss Delilah now to me, although I tend to call her Miss Delicious. Just like before, and they never really stopped doing so, Mistress Dio and most of the family usually calls me "Cutie".
They covered me completely in black latex, including ballet boots with a restricting chain between them, thick mittens really impeding my touch, and a black hood limiting my talking, hearing and vision. I am a dependent being now, a latex doll with only a tiny link to sl reality left. I can't deny I like my challenging restrictions.
I'm not sure I will stay like this forever though, as there might come a time to move on, try other concepts and outfits, or even take on doming once more. But the future is not my concern now, as I am… a dependent slave now.

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Okay, time for an update now: shortly before my RL Xmas holiday, I got freed from my latex predicament, and I got a rather expensive new Amethyst collar form Mistress and Jenny. Thank you very much! I am very grateful for it, although there is still some emptiness in my heart, as Pike's wedding collar has been so many years around my neck. It's still in my drawer with precious memories now, and I'm still hoping somewhere to see her back. How this would impact my "ownership", I do not know. And I'm not in sl to worry about my sl future to much.

Okay, on this new years day, I'm a collared girl in no peculiar predicament, let's say I am getting a break after weeks (months?) in a very strict latex restriction. It has been hard at moments, but I don't have the feeling it was too hard for me. It was an intense experience at moments, being among my friends, but not being able to take part in the activity, often not even having a clue about what was going on.

Of course I missed things, like exploring on my own, shopping, reading profiles of people nearby,... things I hope to catch up a little before eventually being immersed in new restrictive adventures again.

I've not even started my well earned (?) break et, and I'm thinking already about what might come next... how typically me?!
I admire - and envy - my sis Dana who has become a Hu-Mare recently, I can't deny what I read about it really arouses me. Although my latest pony adventure at FFF has been ended prematurely, but as they say it themselves: Hu-Mares are something different. Maybe, who knows....?
I also learned Paine Asylum is open again, so some decent RP might also be an option. But I'm not sure I still can find satisfaction in RPing medical staff, after the long time I "worked" as psychologist at HCI. HCI, or a successor of it, seems to be still around also, as another option for RP.
One of the other idea's I have been having sometimes, is the classical "banishment". Although my recent latex adventure had some aspects of it, it's not quite the same. As a matter of fact I have never been a real bane, as I think my very short time to test a prototype bane-hood, doesn't really count. I'm not sure there is still need for bane operators, like I used to be one, but if I ever am to pick that up again, I need a refreshment on banishment first...

Or, are there other - rubberish - adventures I should pursue?

I'm going to enjoy my break first, I think..

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