Another month...

Yes, another month in my lovely suit passed by. Have I become my latex suit, has the suit become me? I don't know.

However I still feel human inside, not a drone, or robot, or android or doll. I'm getting used to my battery though, and to the bunch of restrictions that come with it.

As I wrote last time, I have been busy writing my own customisation scripts to plug in the already wicked scripts our family is using. The most important one is my "battery saving mode" where I can choose to have access to good environment interaction at the cost of a draining battery, or to be more restricted on vision, hearing, talking, and touch, but with a much longer battery life. 

In reality, this ends me up nearly blind and deaf almost all the time when leaving the station, only switching off my "economy mode" to throw a quick glance around or to touch something, e.g. when I'm totally lost. 

Even with this choice, my sl is pretty much dominated by the battery script that is locked into my suit. I always need to keep enough battery power left to TP back home to recharge. 

However: Using Marine Kelly's treadmill or mousewheel, I can also recharge my battery. Or have someone else charging it. So, places where I can find one of these, might become my favorites to visit and hang out, as I can stay there longer. If you have one of these charging devices at your place, or know some fun hangout places that have them, please let me know. Or send me a LM, as not seeing location is one of my permanent restrictions.

What else did I add? 

Oh yes, unless you have access to our station, you'll never see me without the suit's hood on, as there is no way for me to show my face outdoors. Indoors, I can take the hood off though, but only for limited times. I'd post a picture of my new glasses here, but that would break the concept of keeping my human looks private of course. ^^

I have some more ideas I'd like to implement. Indeed, I'm not at the end of my restrictions yet. I have no idea where it will end. Or when. All I know for sure now, is that my goal of being a full year in one single outfit, is coming near. All I need is some "extra" to keep it interesting. And challenging.

As my resrtrictive scripts are taking form, I have more time and desire to go roam a bit, and visit friends & family. And then of course I am thinking of the Eurobrats.
So yesterday, I passed by for another visit (and to see if they still have the charging mousewheel rezzed somewhere) and I accidentely dropped in a photo-session Miss Dio was doing with one of her very bound victims. Quickly I was added to the scene, here's the result.

(c) Diomita Maurer

I'd like to remark this is not how my suit is intended to look. To see it in its full glory, with the material texture, and the color effect I added, you'd need to put your sl viewer in a higher quality mode. I'd post some pics myself, but as my vision is pretty restricted, I can't take good pics myself, even when not in battery saving mode.
But I still like this pic, and Miss Dio's graphic settings resulted in me and the bound victim having very similar looks, which seems like the right artistic decision to me.

Restricted regards,
ISO/D-1009

Battery power

I know, I know, it's been a while again! Not only here, but also sl has lacked my presence for some weeks (months?) again...
But once more I'm back, and even more, I'm writing a new blog entry right now!

So... what's there to tell? Where to start?

Ok, I'm still wearing the tkISO suit, for almost 9 months now. And if you might wonder, I'm still not yet tired of it, and I am dedicated to keep wearing it for the rest of the year, at least. And if I will ever take it off, keep a shower ready and pinch your nose!
But, to keep things interesting, the house where I have landed and where they gently push everyone to tighter and stricter rules and restrictions, has made a huge progress on alternative scripts to put in it. At first I was quite hesitant to leave alone the original tkISO scripts, as they are very well made and offer an intense experience, even though there is, of course, always place for improvements (I have given the maker some wicked ideas of mine, I'm still curious what she will do with it). But now, the alternative scripts are reaching a good level of maturity, and.. they have some features I could not ignore!
One of them is the Battery. Just like almost everyone in the house, I am now being powered by a battery that has a limited capacity and drains by time and by what I do, e.g. walking, TPing, but also talking! OK, there's more battery systems on the market, or even mechanical empowering with a giant key on your back. But this one is very well integrated with the rest of the scripts, and fully configurable. And it's quite fun to be together with people living under (almost) the same restrictions.
Conclusion: I am now sealed in my beloved suit by the non-standard scripts. All the time. And the restrictions are... strict. But the best thing is: I can write extensions to it, and apply them, without even having to be unlocked. Bzzzzzzzz.... can you hear my wicked fantasy working?

If you could excuse me now, I need to go recharge my battery ^^

-=DS=-

My isolated life

I'm not sure where I want to go or what I try to reach, but yes: I'm still wearing my iso suit and enjoying it!

There are moments though where I am in doubt, usually when I see someone in another new toy or outfit, like the RF subset. But so far I stick to my outfit, and let's put the intention here to make the year round in it. To start with.
The only excuse for abandoning the suit I'm wearing, is to change into an updated one. Or into a copy  (with alternative scripts)

I told before I am not locked in it all the time, but it is some kind of a self imposed rule not to leave home unlocked (and unrestricted). I have been working on a script to lock me automatically when I leave the sim, but it's not the same thing as locking the suit's original scripts. I'd love to get that working...
So the next best thing is getting (time)locked before I go out, where a safe estimation is to be made on the time to set in the lock.

Next to that, there are some house rules I have been asked to follow, even though there is no speaking of collaring or ownership or whatever. They're just house rules. Wearing cuffs and a chastity belt all the time is one of them. Logging in and out from my pod is another important one, set specially for me. One I love and happily comply to, even though the random timer sometimes keeps me locked until about half an hour after I log in.

-~-

Ok, so what is there to tell about my isolated life?
Well, as I don't have too much time for sl these days, most days I don't get to TP out and visit places anymore, instead I have a little small talk, or sometimes a more technical discussion, with the people in the house. Unlocked, except when in my pod of course. Maybe I should try to take a nice picture of me resting floating in my pod...

But as it was time to venture a bit, I time locked myself earlier this week, to be ready to go out. I thought it would be nice to pay a visit to the long time traditional Friday night party of my precious Eurobrat family. So I did. Of course with limited vision and hearing, and not able to talk or start IM, I got myself an interesting and even slightly arousing experience. I missed some funny quotes for sure, and having to peek through a small slit, I had to cam around to get a view of everyone - still with distorted colours though - but I enjoyed the company. Thanks my friends!
And of course no one started an IM to me, just like the last time. But I was prepared to that, this time. And I longed for these restrictions anyway.

But still... I have been reading on the family blog there have been quite some changes, and it would have felt good to be able to talk about them. One thing in particular touched me: my sis Qt apparently has left sl?!

Oh.... and I'm wondering why I keep blogging here. Is anyone still reading this?

-~-

xXx

My profile picks #1: Eurobrats

Eurobrats HQ, Mount Everest (46.9375,225.656,23.0316)

I am proud to have submitted and given myself completely to Mistress Dio and her Ehesklavin Miss Jenny. I feel happily protected and caressed by my family.

However my collar is unlocked now, I'm still part of the family.

This is so far the longest part of my sl history. It started somewhere around April 2009, that's more than 6 years ago! Or about 3/4 of my sl. Even though I am living my sl at some distance right now, they will always remain my sl family!

My profile picks #2: Pike Mayo

I love my sweety and I hope I'm loved by my sweety!

** I am proud to know Pike Mayo.
** Happily submitted 8/23/2007.
** Married to my Love on 11/22/2008
** I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!!

Where are you my dear? I miss you!

Update: she's around again, but we're not really living our sl together. But yes, we're still partnered.

My profile picks #3: Memories...

* Queen *
She was my beloved little slavegirl, sitting happily at my feet. I called her "qt", pronounced as "cute".
She'll always remain my sister..

* Hecate *
I think She knows my likes and desires better than anyone else in SL, as they are so alike to hers.

* Salsa *
She has been my beloved friend for most of my sl

* Syllie *
First she was a bane I had to control. But she became a friend afterwards. A close friend, a playmate. A soul more wicked and kinky than mine.... She is to be loved. She is to be locked.
But I wasn't good enough for her.

* Chantal *
Pike's former Mistress, I belonged to her too. She has a big heart.

I'm sorry I don't have a picture with all of us...

Those are still the people of my (early) sl. I could update this list and add some more maybe, like Zado, Summer, Kira,... but then this wouldn't be a backup anymore. Limited textfield length of the picks restricted my list. 

My profile picks #4: Limits & Likes

Limits:
- blood, scat, pee, dirt, pregnancy, injury, mutilation, cruelty
- Keep it realistic and keep me in one piece please.
- extreme boredom; pls don't cage me at a deserted place. Cages in general are only for short term.
- ML only during _active_ play, not for longterm cell time, for practical reasons.
- I hate to 'cheat out' by not using the RLV, but I will if needed.

Likes:
- Attention!!!!!!!
- all kinds of restraints, I have a nice collection, and I like them to be used on me.
- bane-like treatment. I do have helmets.
- Tight restrictions are good! If they're functionally challenging me, even better.
- surprises!! Well.... the pleasant ones..

Dislikes ('cos I can be a moody girl) :
- endless poseball sex.. in general you have to make me want have sex before I enjoy it
- being forced to be naked when I don't feel like it

Maybe the text of this one will stay...
They'll require an update though.

My profile picks #5: Banishment

Zhora (69.2344,227.656,50.0833)

It started with me taking part in a test program for Marine Kelley's Banishment Project.

I am an operator now at Kelley Technologies. My job is to process new banes and monitor them.

The Banishment Program is based on the story Eudeamon, which can be found on the Internet. It is strongly advised to read it

This whole banishment story may have affected my sl more than anything else. Look at me.... I look like a bane in my iso suit, don't I?

My profile picks #6: Hu-Mares at Stones N Rubber

Hu-Mares at Stones N Rubber, Kinky Magic (113.992,126.38,21.7166)

Hu-Mares at Stones N Rubber are dumb livestock. They are pretty hard restricted and made for work. Their only purpose is to work and obey. Nothing else.
No chat, no IM, forced to mouselook.

TP in and check the stable for more information.

Oh yes... I think I have written quite some stories here about this adventure!

My profile picks #7: Paine Asylum

Zhora (8.57812,252.766,696.305)

I was nuts, but they healed me here.
Afterwards I was studying to become a nurse here.
But then it burned down. Maybe one day it will be rebuilt?

If you feel depressed, or confused, or you hear voices, come see a doctor!

Katie & Hartie still have an asylum at their place, I believe. A very nice build, but it's not the one I was admitted to...

My profile picks #8: SL Jail

Au Divin Plaisir (105.219,59.3438,62.5892)

Oh no!
I got in prison again....

Unfortunately SLJail is gone now.

Haha! That has happened several times..

My profile picks #9: Tesscatraz Prison

Did my time in jail...

Still happy - and proud - I've been there before it closed doors.

I'm not going to tell here how it saved my sl.

I may have told here in my blog though...

Faceless me

Oh yes, I'm still wearing that damn iso suit! It's been almost 5 months now, and counting..

As time measures are a bit different is sl than they are in rl, how long is 5 months? Does it count for permanent? I'm not sure how long my pony training by Arka has taken, or how long I've been running rounds as a HuMare at SnR. My prison times in sl might also count up to several months.
But I know that with my more than 8 years in sl, I am an old brat, a very old brat!

Anyway, as I'm not planning on giving up on my comfy suit soon, it may be time to update my profile a little bit. I already put in place a new profile pic some time ago:


The idea behind this was that when my face is not visible in world, it's a bit silly one mouseclick reveals it in my profile. It's for the same reason I'm considering reworking the rest of my profile as well, i.e. the "picks".

My picks as they are now (but be quick if you still want to see them!) tell some important parts of my sl history. As much as I love these memories though, I no longer feel the need to share them with anyone, nor do I still feel the need to.
So they might go, or be replaced anytime soon.

However, as I said I also keep to those beloved memories, I will "backup" them first, and where could I better put this backup than here, on my little blog?

So... I intend my next blog posts to be my (old) profile picks. To be continued....

Isolation kicks in

What would you expect from an iso-suit?

I am not locked in my tkISO suit all the time, as I have been asked by one of its makers to help out with some little things for the next update (I'm not going to tell anything about that here) but it feels wrong to go out like this, so when my volunteering keyholder is not around, it happens I timelock myself before leaving the building. Which does not feel the same, as this means I have a say over my restrictions. Not while locked however, as with a key holder set, there's no access for me once locked.

Last Friday however it wasn't me who started my timelock. And my restrictions were quite... restricting? I couldn't start IM, and my "chat" communication was limited to blinking my faceless faceplate in red, green, yellow or white. No emotes either. Nada.
Set up like this, I decided to join my family's Friday Night Party, trusting they would overcome my predicament and at least someone would open an IM to me. You hear me coming: no one...

Well... no one except maybe those who couldn't start IM themselves.
Honestly, I don't know what to think of it. Is not being able to produce any text in the public window making me invisible? Or... I dunno.

Yes, I know I mainly got me in this situation myself. But somehow... ahhh, things don't always turn out the way you think.

So.. I left the party without saying goodbye. I couldn't.
It was quite early, but no worries, that was because I had to get up early the next day.

Twigs

As I am on yet another of my RL trips away from SL (and my addictive tkISO suit), I'd like to treat you, my readers (I wonder if you're still there) with a little clip...

I think most of you will like the view.
and if you don't like the music, just turn down the sound! ^^

Enjoy!

Think Kink

I've been wearing this tkISO suit since I got it, most of the time locked in it, and very impacted by it. I guess it's what I wished for, what I came back to SL for..
The only times I got released temporarily, were to change to an updated version. After which - as could be expected - my restrictions were slightly adapted, mostly in the stricter direction. ^^

Yesterday's update brought the possibility to change the shininess of the suit when the "seamed" look was chosen. The values chosen however weren't looking as good as they could: the suit was left either too dull, or way too shiny.

Maybe contact the maker to notify them?

And then there's the emote hint I wanted to share with them, as I wrote in a previous post. Reason enough for my keyholder to (temporarily) allow me to start IM again (yes, that was why I was so quiet recently, I was unable to start IM) so I could contact Ilana.

So I sent her an IM with a short code snippet... and next we got involved in a very interesting (and kinky) conversation for the rest of the evening. She definitely got a whole notebook full of wicked ideas for upcoming versions of the suit, and has added some of mine now. A lot of my own wicked ideas though - remember my evil hood scripts? - had already come to her mind as well. It felt very... good to meet a mind as wicked as mine! We certainly will talk again, and maybe more.

I'm especially looking forward to her....
Hah! I can't reveal that of course! But I'm definitely ready to be locked in it ^^

Restricted

No news in the title, is there?
It kinda tells you I'm still restricted, wooha!
As I should be, I hear you thinking. Right?

Indeed, I'm still locked in that marvelous tkISO suit, in an updated version, to be precise. Although I have no clue what has been updated, apparently just some bugs fixed. But by changing suits, it was also decided some settings were to be changed...

So I'm even more restricted as before now. Yay!!?

The slit I have to peek through has become even smaller, and my minimap and locations have gone, together with my inventory (why would I need that, anyway?) So exploring has become an even bigger challenge now. Remind you I was already cam restricted and seeing the world as if it were plunged in thick yellow lemonade.
I also have become more isolated, as my communication has been limited even more. I can't emote anymore, nor start IM. Together with the yes/no/maybe/dunno blinking thing, this is really severe, especially for a big mouthed brat as me. Oh yes, I can still answer if someone IMs me, but the hard part is how to convince them to start IM by only blinking?!

I haven't had too much time to go exploring like this so far (and I'm away from my good graphics computer for a couple of days atm) but meeting both friends and strangers can be fun if they too are willing to communicate. And that's the difference with a bane: real banes are not allowed any communication, and even have to avoid being around people. I don't think I want to go there...

yet?

-=Danii Solated=-

Latex return

Hah! I return again. This time a little bit more persistent, it seems.

I also got completely sealed into a new outfit, to make sure I don't catch any (computer?) virus.
For me, it is brand new, but others may recognise it as Think Kink's tkISO suit. It really looks marvelous, but you need to put the SL viewer in one of the highest graphics modes to be able to enjoy the realistic seamed texture. Luckily I finally got my computer hardware issues sorted out by now ^^

The suit has also some very restrictive features, and my name wouldn't be Danii if they hadn't been enabled. Well, not all of them, to be honest, as exploring would be hard if TP was disabled of course. ^^
Hearing is limited (but that's default) and speech... what speech? No speech for me, just "blinking"! When I'm not wearing the transparent mask, like on the picture, I can make the whole face panel (the black thing covering my face) blink in a couple of colors. For those encountering my inworld and not confident with the color codes: green is positive (yes), red is negative (no), white is undecided (maybe) and yellow means "I don't know". I discovered there's also a way to make me blink blue: by trying to speak. But next to the blue blink, I will get very painfull electro shocks whenever i do that.
It's amazing how easily I adapted to have my communication limited to those four possibilities, but then of course I have some experience being a pony...
And there's emotes, however they can be blocked as well. Maybe I should tell them about the way I solved abusing emotes in my hood scripts long ago? So long it's up to me not to abuse emotes to escape the talking restriction.
Oh yes, I usually blink green twice to say hi or bye...

And then there's the visual stuff of course! I'm not doing a review here, but there's several options to give a pretty distorted view at the SL world, using both a hud and windlight settings. And the cam restriction of course. This should be the first restriction applied to any victim anywhere!
Those restrictions make exploring a little harder, and i may never see the places I visit as the makers intend them to be seen, but to find your way through a labirynth while peeking through a small slit at an extremely foggy or froggy green world, is so much fun and far more intense than camming around!

So, I'm sealed in this suit for now. For how long, I don't know, as I gave away the keys to someone I trust won't go soft in my restrictions, but also won't push me to cheat out.

For those on an older computer with lesser graphics: here's another pic:

See you!