Latex War

What happens if one Domme "steals" a sub from another? Or even if a sub runs away from one place and finds a new home - or cage - with anoter Mistress?

Some Dommes will not tolerate this, and overreact terribly, almost start a little war to get revenge at both the disloyal sub and her new Domme. It all starts with respecting each others "property" and not taking in another ones pet. Respecting what the poor slave wants seems to be totally overlooked here. And true, it sounds a bit odd to keep count of a slave's wantings, but one should never forget behind each SL avatar sits an earthling who wants to get some fun playing the game of SLife - even though I am the first to tear apart First and Second Life.

It's not my Mistress who is "stealing" subs, nor her Mistress, but Goddess Kira seems not to be clear to the bottom when it comes to respecting slave ownership. She seems to have received a girl in her House that was not at all give up and forgotten by her other Miss, not to say this other Miss was - and probably is - very upset and decided to take the girl back. And indeed several attacks at Kira's dwellings have occurred since.

When Kira herself told it to me, I asked her what she would do when someone took one of her girls, with or without the girl herself wanting it. Or, as it most probably really started, what she would do if a girl ran away and presented herself as a new slave to another Mistress, omitting the very detail she is still considered property of someone else. Kira admitted she would be furious and used words like "kill" and "war"...

So one little sub's lie can cause a "war" between Misses, and change a whole world for the two involved households.
What I want to say is, Kira is now turning her slave girls into latex slut soldiers to protect her and her house, while some of those girls only came to Kira's to get a simple restricted bondage sub life in a cell, being (ab)used as a toy by a collective of Mistresses. I know not all are happy with this plot change!

Regarding me, I am still a Mistress at Kira's, I am trying not to get involved in this war thing, but my Mistress, who is also an active Mistress there, is very concerned about my safety and even gave me one of those shield things to protect me, although it is still in our deal she is not my Mistress at Kira's dwelling.

I have a sad story about one of the slave girls at Kira's, one I have a close band with, but I will try to tell her story another time I hope. It's rather complicated and I don't know how to bring it yet, but this post can be considered an introduction to her story.

Silenced...

Miss Pike has given me a present: a brand new Lulu gag, version 3!

For those not very familiar with SL BDSM: this must be one of the most restrictive gags in SL; mumbling is possible like with most other gags, but will stop the timer, as will do emotes that are considered too communicative!

This gag has a built in game too: the longer continuous periods you manage to remain silent, the more features will be enabled, much like computer game levels. And of course my Miss wants all features enabled, so I will wander around in silence for many many hours!

Trying to communicate by emotions is dangerous, as the alarm will be triggered by much more words than you ever can imagine - as I already found out. Mumbling is totally forbidden. On IM no script can perform any control, but it still feels like cheating.

So I was thinking what one could do to communicate when not be able to speak? What would you do in your RL?
Indeed: take a piece of paper, write a note and show it to whoever you want to tell something! This gave me the idea to create something like a note block for SL, as realistic as possible: you will write in capitals, writing takes more time than speaking, and only short messages are appropriate...

I am walking around now with a ball gag in my mouth, and a note block in my hand... uhmmmmmm, not exactly! My Miss thinks I can take more than being gagged only - can I? So why my need for a note block then? - and put me in the Sensory Deprivation Cage.

My world is very small, very dark and very silent now...

Sensory deprivation

Yesterday was a bit boring and confusing, but it ended great: I locked Mistress Chantal in a sensory deprivation cell for 50 minutes!

How did that happen?

My Miss and her Mistress were talking to a girl who was new to submitting and was impressed by our structured household :-)
While I had to be a good girl and quietly sit and behave, they came talking about different types of punishment, amongst others sensory deprivation.

I happen to have a real SensDep cage and I mentioned. Miss Chantal was very curious to it, and suggested me to put it in our house's dungeon. Of course she also would want to use it to punish her girls! Since the sensory deprivation of this cage is really severe, I said to use it responsibly, one should experience it from the inside first.

So... I had to rez the cage and lock our Miss in. She even ordered me to set her punishment time as long as I wanted to have some time for ourselves me and Miss Pike! I could have locked her in for hours and hours, but I gave her 50 minutes, as I wasn't to stay online much longer than that...

Miss Chantal did her time like a real good girl. Miss Pike on her side was shocked and very surprised, confused maybe. While earlier this week Miss Chantal had always interrupted Pike's plans to be with me, she now got her hands free. And what she did? Cuffed and masked me blindfolded, and take me to talk to some friends...

Re-integration

As I predicted, I barely get myself into blogging now I have access to "the real stuff" again...

I had some intensely happy moments with my Mistress, some good sessions with the girls at Kira's, and apparently my Miss' Mistress does like my looks very much...
She has been out to get me for some time, and finally got what she wanted by locking my poor Mistress in a cage and -it felt like- raping me with a strapp-on. But what's a -sub- girl got to do?

My Mistress herself seems to have some plans with me, which of course she won't reveal to me. But one of them seems to be locking me in a cell for a whole week! She thought of Tesscatraz, but that facility seems to be unexpectedly closed for the moment, due to a land problem. I already told it somehow saved my SLife...
I would commit a crime to go back there!

I'm aliiiiiiiiive!!

..almost.

Finally got my computer back. Downloading SL right now - it takes sooooo long, or is it me being impatient?! So if you'll excuse me for not writing much today, I hope you can guess what I will be doing tonight...

see you!

Second Life Blogs

You bet... another day without computer

I've been looking for some other SL Blogs, this Blogger thing makes it all so easy! First I did a search for bloggers with an "interest" in Second Life, that gave a whole list of blogs, too much trees to see the forest. Then I found out that if you really want, you can enter "Second Life" as your location too, only real SL people -ahum- would do this. Way to go!

Natalia's Second Life Diary is the one I stuck reading... and reading. She seems to feel home in SL like a fish in the water ;-) It's not only a pleasure to read, she gives a lot of usefull information too, like building tutorials, or travel tips. SL travel of course!

If you can read French, try Hedda Lundquist's blog. She has a more distant view on her SLife, more filosophical too... and I can refresh my French a little.

I got a message Darien Caldwell has started a blog too. She has made some of the best kinky stuff in SL, like blindfolds, armbinders, gags,... I get in touch with those things quite regularly..

Oh yes, I made SL instant messages forward to my mailbox, so you can contact me by IM'ing me, even while I'm away. I can even answer by replying to the mails!

Sure there are more blogs, perhaps I will read or report on them in the future. If you can't wait for me reading yours, tell me so... ;-)

No computer = no life?

Still no computer...

How am I supposed to write about my SLife? I don't have one at the moment. Should I consider myself as dead, waiting for reincarnation? Or just on holiday, in prison, or in a coma?

On second thought, is this what (RL) death will be like? Just being pulled off of your life, and having to long to get back, or maybe wait for a return?

As I am developing this blog and where it should take me, I had the idea I must totally lock out my so called first life, and think and act from my Second Life point of view - which is quite difficult at the moment.. oh please Danii, stop complaining!!


The World of Second Life is a world with many possibilities, like the world of your dreams. The first impressive thing you learn when you are "born", is flying. Reshape your body and looks just as you want them to look - kind of. When I was just born, I played with my appearance and -freebie- clothes like a little girl with her dolls. Nowadays I am more "grown up" and stick to a handfull of carefully bought outfits, and I switch between two body shapes. A constant are my glasses, I only take them of to wear other head gear, like masks or blindfolds.

Oh, and for some time my collar is the constant in my outfit; my beloved Mistress would be very upset if I -even by accident- removed it! And so would I, since this collar is not only sign of my submission, but more than that of our deep friendship. I miss you Pike!

I can imagine it is very hard to understand for some people what this submission/slavery/Mistress stuff is all about. Not to talk about the Goreans. To make clear: I am not involved in any Gorean play, nor do I want to. But I know about them, and I respect them and their ways. Let's just live peacefully together.

It's often said that in a D/s relationship, the submissive has the real power. I'm not sure this is always true, but it certainly is sometimes, at least in Second Life where a submissive can always escape even the stricted restraints the dominant puts on her.

I once had a submissive girl really exploiting me. Taa Kurka wanted me to take her to unknown places, surprise her, entertain her,... what turned out quite stressy to me. Our friendship ended quite abruptly one day, when I by mistake passed one of her limits. She reacted by TPing away, and not really accepting my honest apologies. I didn't care about her going away, but I was rather unhappy about the way it happened. This incident was part of what made me go to Tesscatraz.

You may have noticed I have both the "D" and the "s" side in me. Even more: I need them both! A lot of SL people seem to be switches like this: my Mistress Pike is happily owned by Mistress Chantal, and even Miss Chantal has submitted to a Mistress - I only met her once and can't remember her name by now, but I do remember me saying to her it was "nice to meet the Mistress of my Mistress' Mistress!"

I will tell you more about my past later, bye now!

Hello...

I thought writing about my Second Life adventures might be fun. It's the only thing I am going to write about, BTW.

Or maybe not...
I guess the main reason why I am putting time in creating this blog and not being in SL itself, is my computer broke down on me and I am still waiting -for more than 2 weeks already!- to get it back. I am writing on a very old and way too slow notebook now, in case you might wonder...
I'm not sure this blog will survive when I got back in SL. It also might come to a silent end if I don't get back to SL, on second thought.

So... what did I do with my Second Life so far?

I spend some time scripting now, but that, or making money any way, is not my main goal in SLife. I am in SL to have FUN!
For those with sensitive feelings: this fun is not that innocent, I am to do in my SLife a lot of things you -or me- won't do in RL.

Do I need to write about my "childhood"? Man only seeing me as a toy to ride on, I decided to be a Mistress. But slaves ran away too often, just because I was not online enough, and maybe because I wasn't strict enough, or because I didn't have land, or... I was a beginner and hadn't learnt yet not to attach emotionally.

Found a good friend who is nowadays even less online than me. Still a good friend when we meet once more -for some kinky fun, hehe- but we mostly go our own ways. Thought I found some more good friends, but that didn't work out well.

My SLife ended up very bored. So bored, I signed up for a place that is meant to be boring: Tesscatraz prison!
While waiting to be imprisoned, did some more kinky explorations and right when I was about submitting to a very strict Mistress, I was invited to Tesscattraz to do mpy time.

And guess what: I kinda got reborn in there!
Was it the time I got to think in there, or was it the RP I learned -the rules are strict to increase the immersion and thus the fun- ? Fact is that prison was not boring at all. But that may be relative to the boredom I had fallen into just before.

Anyway, I came to the conclusion I wanted to be some kind of a prison guard. It's like being a Mistress, but more flexible, perfect for people with an irregular SL time like me. Although the funny thing is my SLife times have become more regular -and frequent- since.

So I became a Mistress/guard at Goddess Kira's, and I still am.
It's my deepest belief SL has to be fun for anyone participating, whatever they choose to be. So I tend to take care the RL person behind the screen is enjoying, even while I live out my more sadistic side on their avatars.

I believe this soon got me a good reputation among the prisoners, and I was rewarded with more friends than I could give the attention they deserved.
Conclusion: needed to be more selective and mostly ignore prisoners not already in my friends list calling for attention... which works fine till now.

But! As I am not a 100% Domme, I desire to feed my submissive side from time to time. To be more exact I need to, to be able to be a good Mistress...

I thought a temporary submission could be a nice thing, so I agreed to submit to someone I trusted for one week. It was great, and I longed for more, but without having to give up my "job" in the prison.

I might want to write more about all this in the future, but let's end for now saying that I have a permanent Mistress now, except when I am playing my Mistress role at Kira's.