I thought writing about my Second Life adventures might be fun. It's the only thing I am going to write about, BTW.
Or maybe not...
I guess the main reason why I am putting time in creating this blog and not being in SL itself, is my computer broke down on me and I am still waiting -for more than 2 weeks already!- to get it back. I am writing on a very old and way too slow notebook now, in case you might wonder...
I'm not sure this blog will survive when I got back in SL. It also might come to a silent end if I don't get back to SL, on second thought.
So... what did I do with my Second Life so far?
I spend some time scripting now, but that, or making money any way, is not my main goal in SLife. I am in SL to have FUN!
For those with sensitive feelings: this fun is not that innocent, I am to do in my SLife a lot of things you -or me- won't do in RL.
Do I need to write about my "childhood"? Man only seeing me as a toy to ride on, I decided to be a Mistress. But slaves ran away too often, just because I was not online enough, and maybe because I wasn't strict enough, or because I didn't have land, or... I was a beginner and hadn't learnt yet not to attach emotionally.
Found a good friend who is nowadays even less online than me. Still a good friend when we meet once more -for some kinky fun, hehe- but we mostly go our own ways. Thought I found some more good friends, but that didn't work out well.
My SLife ended up very bored. So bored, I signed up for a place that is meant to be boring: Tesscatraz prison!
While waiting to be imprisoned, did some more kinky explorations and right when I was about submitting to a very strict Mistress, I was invited to Tesscattraz to do mpy time.
And guess what: I kinda got reborn in there!
Was it the time I got to think in there, or was it the RP I learned -the rules are strict to increase the immersion and thus the fun- ? Fact is that prison was not boring at all. But that may be relative to the boredom I had fallen into just before.
Anyway, I came to the conclusion I wanted to be some kind of a prison guard. It's like being a Mistress, but more flexible, perfect for people with an irregular SL time like me. Although the funny thing is my SLife times have become more regular -and frequent- since.
So I became a Mistress/guard at Goddess Kira's, and I still am.
It's my deepest belief SL has to be fun for anyone participating, whatever they choose to be. So I tend to take care the RL person behind the screen is enjoying, even while I live out my more sadistic side on their avatars.
I believe this soon got me a good reputation among the prisoners, and I was rewarded with more friends than I could give the attention they deserved.
Conclusion: needed to be more selective and mostly ignore prisoners not already in my friends list calling for attention... which works fine till now.
But! As I am not a 100% Domme, I desire to feed my submissive side from time to time. To be more exact I need to, to be able to be a good Mistress...
I thought a temporary submission could be a nice thing, so I agreed to submit to someone I trusted for one week. It was great, and I longed for more, but without having to give up my "job" in the prison.
I might want to write more about all this in the future, but let's end for now saying that I have a permanent Mistress now, except when I am playing my Mistress role at Kira's.
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